Friday, October 06, 2006

this was taken during our first date to The Cathay.

Hello girls.

I've finally broken up with my boyfriend of 5months. It hurts especially after discovering certain things.

Indeed, a fair face hides a hideous mask. is that how the phrase supposed to be?
hmm ok nvm, as long as you girls get what I am trying to say.

I cried for 2 days straight last week and my problems are not over as yet.
When I am alone or doing things that remind me of the happy memories, I do cry.

I cannot guarantee that I will stop crying but I will do my best to stay positive.

I feel betrayed after discovering the truth. of course, that is what they always say isn't it?
Truth hurts.

It took me 5mths to realise how much Hideo means to me. But of course, I took things for granted and yeah. It is all too late to make amends.

But just as slow as I was to realise hw much he meant to me, I discovered soo many hidden things about him that really broke my heart very fast.

I love you more than there are fishes in the sea and higher than the sky.



And if it is not enough, my digital camera is spoilt and I need to pay 324bucks to send it for repair. my gosh.

I am so so so so so frustrated. OH DAMN..

anyway Happy Fasting to ya'all

achini.
muacks.sayonaraz.

A nakajima said Hello at 2:32 PM

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