Saturday, June 03, 2006

hey there pepz. of coz i miss u guys like crazy too. ok updates about me..

wad ive been doin..
-givin attitude
-cried frequently
-act as a happy wif no prob type of chic
-pissed off( this is normal)
-phobia of horns and stuffs
-been forcin myself not to eat.. i'm not dietin mind u!!
-played my handphone games
-tried goin out for shoppin to juz cheer myself up but nothing seems to work..
-listenin to lots of indo songs.( no need explanation)
-nowadays been wearin my Old contact lenses back. i dunno if it is stil in the ryte condition bt i juz put it on.
-drink nescafe and coke always...
wad else.. yea practisin to be a dj and bein a real LADY lately. yea like u know makeup and stuffs. be a REAL girl.. arghh my definition of real girl is putin on make up and stuffs(ladies outfits)
-askin more than wad i can have from my mum(both parents in fact.. but seem my mum is the one fullifillin it so yea.. mum) like as u guys know everything on my drivin lesson is being sponsered by her and i asked her more by makin her or more of merajuk wif her for not buyin my a laptop!! yes.. wad a ungrateful bitch i am. and now my dad are surveyin for me some laptop..

i dunno lah. i know its my fault u see. i admit i'm in the wrong and i DO tel myself juz forget about the un-important stuffs. I can live without it. but there surely one or two incident tat make me hate IT and as the result i being so ungrateful!! arghhhh!!

my mum paid for my facial. my mum paid for my tickets to see the artist!! my mum paid for my guitar lesson and in the end i stopped. my mum signed up for me malay dance wif sri warisan but i quited coz i cant dance more of i cant take it. my mum bought for me all the stuffs for me even though she din buy anything for herself.. and i'm not the only child in the house. there are other three though one already married.

yea i noe sometimes i do have some disputes wif her of coz like hu doesnt ryte wit their own mum?? but when i did some reflection this wad i can present to you... how "lucky" i am..

oh yea tats wad my mum can provide for me. my dad provide for me wif his cpf to settle my sch fee and also to drive me and family around wif his new car.. how lovely..

i reali duno y i type this down.. it juz tat its was on my mind and im juz typin it all down.. i juz feel something is lackin.. tats all.....................

A nakajima said Hello at 4:33 AM

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