Tuesday, January 10, 2006

*i want something new to get me through this.*

it hurts.
yet i am not as bothered as i used to be.
it's kinda numb.
i am so sick of falling in love.

maybe i scare guys away.
am i too scary?
or is it just that i am waaaaay toooo shy for my own good?

on the other hand,
life has never been happier.
i have the Kambing Family, Six Js,NKJM and The Zack Fam to keep me company,
never to leave me alone crying.
Furthermore,retail therapy REALLY helps me alot.
and i have my boooks and bed to keep me warm and comfortable.

so why am i still feeling so bothered and affected by some unknown factor?
you know what?
i get turned off by guys.
YES.
especially those egoistic,ungentlemen,unthoughtful men.
we do not need you guys to jeopardize us girls further you know.

muacks.sayonaraz.

A nakajima said Hello at 6:45 PM

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