Thursday, August 25, 2005

green.pink.red.blue nakajima.
anyway.
taken 2 weeks ago.
farnah short and farah.
you've finally seen him real life ay?
*winks*

i'm feeling so emotional.
been crying.
for no apparent reason.
feeling lonely and empty.
i didnt laugh as much as i was supposed to last nite.

i've been provoked too.
disappointing.
coz i didnt expect him to provoke me.
i'm having my PMS.
do not blame me for being angry at you.
you started it.
you made me so disappointed and angry.
*slapped u hard*

i thank GOD
you actually apologised.
becoz if u hadn't,i would nvr go to the outing.
you're forgiven though.

the movie.THE MAID.
wasn't up to my expectations.
i screamed bcoz i wanted to vent my anger.
(tho some scenes were really scary)

and to the other dude.
thanks a lot for listening to my crap okay last nite.
i'm sorry for making u stay up until midnight okay.
but i was really scared/lonely/empty.
very sweet of you to plan my birthday celebration when my bdae is still a mth away
thnks for cheering me up.
sometimes.i wish i was your girlfriend.
however.at the same time,i feel that.both of us are still immature.
love you loads buddy.

i know.
all of you hate it when i'm feeling emotional and lost.
but i seriously cannot help it.
This personality of mine is inborn.
i cannot change that fact.
i am and forever will be emotional.
i just need to talk.
i can even talk to myself.
seriously.
and i will not stop talking.
it is going to continue and continue.
until i'm satisfied with talking.
do me a favour okay ladies.
leave me alone.
please do not give me the 'i-hate-it-when-you-are-emo' look
or 'wake-up-azni' look.
i will wake up.
and if you hate it when i am emotional.
then.
i dunnu.
i guess.you still cannot accept the inborn fact?
stop telling me that i'm not helping myself.
because.its just PMS.when i'm feeling super emotional.
thanks alot k.
i really appreciate it if you just leave me alone.
spare me those remarks/looks.
no offence to anyone ya.

i've made my decision.
i will continue.
to understand the true meaning.

My All*Mariah Carey*(not the full lyrics)
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine'
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

Home*Michael Buble*(not the full lyrics)
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home

Maybe surrounded by
A million people
I Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home,
I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

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A nakajima said Hello at 2:46 PM

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