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Saturday, July 09, 2005 rite its 9th of July.life is good.though they are some emotional rides this week.some painful memories were recalled.those painful memories.enough to scare off any girl or woman around. i cried again.for 3 nights.out of fear.these memories are something i cannot forget.and i am forced to accept the horrible truth.i know it happened for a reason.but i dunno.i am still fearful. will my husband be able to accept me for who i am? will i scare them off? everyone. STOP telling me to calm down and relax. i've had enough. STOP telling me to take care of nuriah's well being i will never wake her up if she sleeps in class. i will never control her life. i will never make her eat her medicine i will never force her to go to school calling me selfish? fuck off. how come none of you realised that i cannot even control my OWN bloody life.i guess none of you have realised that i still have not gotten over the incidents that happened to me last year. i'm tired. real tired. please let me off. someone take over me. or. stop calling me selfish. i might just slap you. emotional green. muacks.sayonaraz. A nakajima said Hello at 5:24 PM *** |
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